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"Because in Cyberspace, no one can hear you scream."
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Stress
So today was kinda rough...kinda. Basically it involved a skill that I am both great at and horrible at the same time--multi-tasking. Well, to tell you the truth, I felt like I was being pulled from a million different angles. There was things that I had to do for work, things I had to do for outside of work but it involved work, things going on at TM that I had to find out, planning out a future trip (hopefully with TM) and all the while encouraging team mates to keep persevering. It is kinda funny though...I have to just laugh at myself. I did not have a Higgaion today, and that is where the problem lies. Well, not a satisfactory one anyway.
There are many days I feel like leaving campus. I do not know whether it is pride, fear, hatred or restlessness--well, I'll go with the last one. But I feel like I am not reaching my potential here. I've learned so many other lessons just by being in this department, and I do not regret it. I love the interns here on campus (probably the biggest reason I did not just pack up everything and leave) especially the ones in my department and those who surround it. I think it is probably the only reason I stayed--ironically something that I never intended (I signed up for the job).
But...it is those relationships to me that are valuable. I don't think I will miss coming back to this campus...and I am not joking about that. I long to go home again, to be with family and caring friends again...to enjoy the company of other individuals again. Alas, I would continue, but I have to go to another class. I think I need a vacation...but that is what August 14th is for. Selah.
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