"Because in Cyberspace, no one can hear you scream."
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Today I spent time with Daysman wrapping up loose ends of my life. Have I been faithful at work? Not entirely and all the time (I have failed my manager many times and others) but I try to be loyal. I wonder how God will judge us? Some of us may end up being beggers in heaven. Will I be one?
On more important things, I went to the fellowship and taught the little kids today. A lesson was not provided for me so I talked about Daysman and how big he was. They were astonished and I think the training went well. Daysman would have been pleased.
Another friend is leaving the Academy today. They were dismissed. It's funny, the past two years here were hard and when people left I was not attached to them emotionally. Many of them had either deep acquantences or were in the "background" of life. This year it is those I care about who are leaving. I wish sometimes that I could leave...I usually desire it once a week. If it weren't for key friendships around me, I might have fallen to those evil suggestions.
Well, tomorrow is Monday, and I wonder what it will hold for me. I am changing computers, something at which I was first a little upset, but then relaxed. I don't think I will mind using the Gateway computers, and will enjoy the change of desks. Although I will be away from cool friends (Kiwi and China Girl) I think I will learn something from my new solitude.
It's kinda funny, I do not know whether I am an extravert or an intravert with extreme extrovert tendicies. There is so much I tell people about myself and so much I do not. Not even close friends (except for Daysman). That is how I have lived life and perhaps that is my ultimate fate. Selah.
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